so down today

I’m a believer of the Law of Attraction so I rarely blog about my sadness. But I can’t help it.

I feel down. Today, I received bad news, which I can’t bring myself to share yet. Not the type of news that someone has been diagnosed with Mesothelioma. This is not health-related. But this will greatly affect me and my family, more specifically my plans and dreams.

The worse part, I’ve become afraid. Fearful of what’s ahead. I feel like any effort will be futile. What’s worst, I don’t see anywhere else to run to. It seems that we are just waiting, counting the days till we hear the worst that could happen.

Again, this is not health-related ok? I am just depressed.